At IHOP people have multiple positions,
titles and jobs. It's not shocking to hear that your favorite worship leader
might also serve you your coffee every Monday morning. Even those that seem
like they do nothing or just one thing have a plethora of hidden talents and
one day you'll see the section prayer and usher leader center stage with an
acoustic guitar worshipping the God who made him. Singers and musicians make
their way around the merry-go-round of instruments and some even finish the day
off with a sermon to a 1000 thirsty souls. Misty Edwards is one of these
singer-musician-preacher-everything-ers and she does it well. Today she tackled
the speaking portion and did…well how Misty always does—phenomenal. I have heard
her live a few times, in fact my favorite word ever heard was spoken from her
lips as she broke down in detail the sustaining beauty of God described in
Isaiah 40. But this afternoon, when taking us through the Parable of the Ten
Virgins as she paced back and forth with her Misty Edwards one-of-a-kind strut
I realized why I love her so much. Why every time she speaks my heart breaks
and I find myself re-committing my passion for Jesus. Why that same Isaiah 40
message gives me new bullet wounds when I hear it. It's not because of her mad
piano skills, perfect pitch, or even perfect dreads (although every time I see
them I want them on my own head). But as she talked, and sometimes yelled, the
truth and my heart beat faster with adrenaline it became clear that she is
truly madly in love with Jesus. She knows Him as a friend, as a soon to be
Bridegroom, as a Jewish man that is also fully God who died for her and so in
return she will give her everything to be where He is. When she speaks the name
Jesus it is not just a person she reads about or hears from a story like a game
of telephone. To her, Jesus is someone she actually knows and enjoys. You can
tell that she has spent time with Him—sitting at His feet, dining with Him,
feasting on His glory.
This behavior Misty exudes mirrors the
exact point she was trying to make with the parable. In Matthew 25 Jesus
compares the Kingdom of Heaven to the likeness of 10 virgins preparing to meet
the bridegroom. Most likely "virgin" is in reference to the redeemed
and the "lamps" their ministries, so they were 10 believers who not
only loved Jesus, but also had ministries about and for Him. The only
difference between them is that five virgins brought oil and the other five did
not. The oil is the sustainer of the lamp; in this case it represents
intimacy and relationship with Jesus. Jesus is explaining that we need a deep
connection to Him in order for anything we do to be effective. We can
accomplish things on a mass level for the body of Christ and make it look pretty
from the outside, but underneath it can still be a valley of dry bones. The
five virgins that brought oil practiced the First and Great commandment and put
intimacy above all else. The other five were like the church of Ephesus who
forgot their first love. They became lost in ministry and ignored the
importance of getting to know their bridegroom on a personal level. He gives us
the invitation to the wedding feast, but in order to go we must know Him.
“Knowing Jesus” is having a conversation with Him. Asking Him questions and
listening for the response—taking time to hang out with Him. It is vital that
we learn from the five virgins that wasted their life and emptied their oil.
Misty Edwards can speak a good word, sing a beautiful song, but if she herself does
not have a living, breathing relationship with God it means nothing in the end
except foolishness. She knows this reality. She knows it is a fight against
complacency; a battle between oil or dry bones, foolishness or the wise,
Because everything in life is unto death, unto persecution, unto that one day
when Jesus comes back and I do not want to be a foolish virgin with an empty
lamp. I want the oil before the lamp, the intimacy before the multitude. I want
ministry as a secondary—an after thought in comparison to personal relationship
with Him. I want to sit before Him on that Day of Judgment, look into His eyes
that burn with flames of fire and have Him say, “Holly I know you and you know
me."
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