It’s the moments that I fall on my face in adoration that breaks
my heart the most. The moments where every song I hear is turned into a testimony
of loving God and longing for more of Him. My favorites are those where I’m
laying left cheek smashed against the surface of my fairly new 20 dollar IKEA
carpet, mouth on an old fashion bible (remember the ones with pages that have
actual ink that can smear if touched before dry), and I am literally and
metaphorically eating the Word of God. From an outsiders perspective I probably
look strange and awkward, but to me it is natural, to me there is nowhere I’d
rather be then consumed by the Spirit. I feel like I am in the middle of
storytelling time where I am the listener and God the magnificent storyteller. Except it’s not stories, it’s truth. It’s
real life spit out. Where God says
His throne is heaven and the earth His footstool and every word, every letter,
sounds like He is actually breathing it into my ear. The small “house” sounds
that seem to begin only at night when the world is hushed silences and I am
left with a voice that is not my own. And when the fan begins to blow too fast
and my body turns numb from the artificial wind I cant’ stand up, I can’t
move—I don’t want to leave that beautiful taste of His word and the humming of
His voice. His breath is
breathtaking and that makes me laugh in irony. The God that the world
misconstrues as being nothing but nice is also a righteous condemner to the
evil and that fascinates me. To
some that may sound harsh. To some I may look like a lover of people suffering.
But to that some I ask do you know God? To that wondering some I give them the
opportunity to open a Bible and read every part (not even skipping over the
family names). Forget the John 3:16, its been engraved in every brain and
In-N-Out cup in America. Try Isaiah 66:24 where the dead bodies worms will not
die or Joshua 10:11 where God kills more of the world with hail than by the
swords of the Israelites. I am not forgetting the grace and love of Jesus or
why He died on the cross I am doing just the opposite; I am exposing the truth
that God is magnificently righteous, that He is the creator of all things, that
sin has corrupted the world and in the end Jesus will come again to bring
justice to the wicked and every bone and piece of flesh that make up an
individual will know the true beauty of the King.
[Real time posting: August 11, 2012 1:03 am]
[Real time posting: August 11, 2012 1:03 am]
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